Vent of myself xD

actually i very self-abased
however...
i dun like to let other ppl see my SOFT side...
it just let me feel im so pitiful...
sometimes i just feel i got one shoulder to let me stand...
but is there got??
i now only realize...
i keep lied by people...
not only once...
but is many times...
u noe i very hurt...
4eva is how long??
u noe when u say we can stay forever i really trust...
but u break the promises...
i thought i can apologize ur triangle love between me and ur gf...
but at last i cry like hell...
u just wan me as ur doll...
bcz of u i really cant control myself...
i cant believe u just wan a substitude...
hurt..
but i cant say anything...
bcz u are boy...
im just a girl...
after this...
i will tell myself...
boys cant believe...
tired of dating...
GOD!!
pls left me...
i dun wan any bf in my life edi...
u wan me cry and my tear was finished...
now!
i just dun wan lose!!
U!! get out from my life...
we wont meet agn!!

what is LOVE?

what is love look like?
i saw so many people like other people but do not want to tell each other...
i saw this guy love the girl... but the girl love the other guy...
is that the love look like?
how could it be?
it just like suffer in the water...
i saw my friends just like me...
but she does not want to tell the guy she loves him...
but she will secret love toward the guy
i saw her suffer...
i feel i cant do anything to her...

sometimes i really got a feeling want to date with a guy...

but i will stop when really a guy want to "chase" me?

actually really no people chase me in my life...

i know im not a beautiful girl...

also im not a frank girl...

im not a girl that easy open heart to the people except my BEST FRIENDS that i known...

but if a people treat me good until i feel touching...

i really will treat her or him either like best friends or my best partner...

but the "lover" i think... i wont so easy to touch?

i rmb last time i heard one sentences in the radio

"some people got the feeling of 'don't near me' but the're did not realize..."

from this sentences... i know im one of it...

NOW... i just got one questions...

SHOULD I FALLING IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE???

BEST Thing that i never had

I finally realize...

i have best friends around me...

i'm a taurus...

i'm a person hard to believe people...

but i found my best friends in my life...

Wah Pei Ling

This is the best friends...

really my best friends...

she know everything about me...

but we cant stay longer...

i miss her...

i miss the life with her...

she is a good person...

but i duno y some of the other guy like to laugh at her body...

body not the everything!!

she's very kind...

i like her very much <3 <3 <3

Do you can imagine if you got problem...

either money problem or living problem?

she can sacrifice herself to 配合...

i know its good...

but sometimes i really angry her...

i like her to be herself but not everything follow other people...

not because follow but she say she dun wan argue with other people...

is that i too 单纯??

I really cant imagine compare to her... i just like a selfish girl...

I like to be myself...

i know it will suffer the people around me...

but...

compare to her...

i really a FELLOW

人生就是这样??

在我决定放弃爱情的时候

为什么爱情会找上我？

我不用爱情

可是你的出现

扰乱我的思想

拜托脑袋

清醒点

你不是没有爱情就不能

你和他不熟

不能相信他说的

清醒点！！！

Thx JiaMin

thx for helping me edit my wall o xD

i like it vry much xD

:::::过完圣诞节的第一天:::::

呐....
今天有照片了哦 xD

这是在我表舅家外面喝茶 XD ↓↓↓

 他家的小巷 xD ↓↓↓

 站着聊天 o_O ↓↓↓

 他家里的古董 ╮(╯_╰)╭ ↓↓↓

 他家的茶壺 ↓↓↓

 他家的古董 ↓↓↓

 天井~\(≧▽≦)/~ ↓↓↓

 以前人 看木偶的地方 ↖(^ω^)↗ ↓↓↓

 以前人看京劇的地方 O(∩_∩)O~ ↓↓↓

 天燈 ↓↓↓

S2 S2 S2 S2 懶惰放了 +_+ S2 S2 S2 S2

::::我的圣诞节::::

今年的圣诞节

我是在马六甲度过 xD

别人每次说一个人度过

我是不明白

家人不是人吗？？

不过那是别人的事

我是管不着 xD

我25/12就做长途车去

去到的时候

真的只有"塞车"

塞了很久很久~~~~~

妈咪就打电话给我爸的表弟 XD （我的表舅）

那个表舅带我们去他家

闪掉了长龙 xD
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那不要紧

依妈咪那"热情"的个性

一定叫朋友的

也就是他的好朋友....(Annie姐姐)

Annie姐姐就叫她的妹妹的女儿还有他弟弟去...

他们也是塞车...

妈咪打电话给他们的时候

那个Annie姐姐の弟弟竟然吵回家 (好小孩子=.=明明已经是30++的人)

不过我也改作保姆 =.=

那罢了...我也不是第一次...=.=

我发觉有我这样の弟弟感觉很不错 XD

我不要的东西他都会帮我扛下 xD

就我买错水果酒他明明不能喝の

却为了我抗下 xD (他还告诉我好喝 =.= 真怀疑是不是骗我的)

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好! 接下来我和Annie姐姐の侄女走"文化街"

那班小妹妹真的很容易了解 xD

我现在真的体会到小孩子不会说谎话 xD

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晚餐我在那里吃lok2... xD

店里の...很特别....xD

KL都没看到有

妈咪还说在KL开肯定很多人...XD

不过那个表舅超大方的

一直请我们吃东西...

爸爸要请都不能...

很不好意思的o(╯□╰)o

因为他们是很省的人 却请我们吃大餐

最可怜是 我们吃的分量是他们的双倍...(+﹏+)

好可惜当时忘记拍照 ~~o(>_<)o ~~

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(第二天才有哦)

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